"TALIA" would you let me crash?

[KIT ELOISE GREYBACK]

Friday morning. No classes for the sixth year werewolf. Underground in the dank, cold Slytherin common room, Kit rustled from her sleep, brown eyes empty as sleep still fought to keep her in bed. Like every other day, she gathered herself from her bed and went to the bathroom, showered in a slow fashion, lathering her long hair in the soft lavendar and vanilla shampoo before she rinsed it out. She finished her shower and moved to get changed, making sure not to wake the rest of her dorm mates. Most of them - including Kit - had spent most of the night previous attempting to hit the knot in the middle of the Whomping Willow. The cut that had healed quickly over night twinged with phantom pain, and she sighed almost in pleasure.

Kit knew her dorm mates were feeling the pain, too. One of them had gotten whipped in the leg - from the knee to ankle - with a particularly nasty cut, thankfully Professor Desman had given her a pain killing potion as well as a sleeping draft, so the girl wouldn't feel anything as her leg healed. Speaking of which, the werewolf had a long essay to complete today - it was due in two days and with the way Kit was feeling, she probably wouldn't get it finished by then. Kit left the dorm and exited the common room, with her homework in tow, as well as the lovely falcon quill Mitchell had bought her.

Of course, the gift wouldn't go over well with her girlfriend, Natalia. Speaking of the lovely Ravenclaw, Kit inwardly groaned. She'd have to explain her quill shop date to her, as well as explain why she had gone out at night without her. Well, hopefully she wouldn't frequent the library today. Kit knew that if Talia decided to come down, Kit would have more than some homework mishap to explain. She walked the three levels towards the library, and soon, she was on the fourth floor. Entering the library, the door gave a healthy creak and Kit knew that the never dying Librarian had heard. Oh well.

Finding a pretty good spot by the fireplace, Kit settled and opened her parchment and began scribbling down the title and the date, her exclusively 'Kit' handwriting beginning to take up most of the page.

[NATALIA VICTORIA ROSIER]

There were no classes for Natalia. It was Friday and she had off. Not only that but she had prefect duties to do today. It was her day to relax and catch up on homework if she had any. Well, there was one thing she wanted to do today. That was meeting up with Kit. Yes, Kit not Kitty or Kitty bear or any pet names today. If you could read her emotions you would be able to tell that she was seething in anger. After what had happened she was so pissed off. Word had gotten to her about how Kitty and Mitch had a date and that was what had set her off.

She slipped into a short skirt and a tight tube top. She was going to flirt with every male she could see. She was the one person here who was really lesbian. She could flirt with any boy but she would really only love girls. She grabbed her bag and looked around in it. There were only a few essays she was going to have to write. She would be able to get this done in the library. With a smirk on her face she made her way down to the common room. Some guys were probably going to want to stop her on the way out.

Walking through the common room she stopped a few times to flirt with a few guys that wanted to talk with her. After a few minutes she gave them a shrug off and stepped out of the common room. The corridor was kind of cold in her get up but not enough to where she would turn around and go back in and change. Smirking to herself she slowly made her way down to the library. It was nice that she lived up in the towers. There was something about being high up that she liked. It was freeing and felt like she wasn’t caged. The only thing was she knew she belonged in Slytherin.

Acting like she owned the place, Natalia walked into the library. Yeah, if anyone was in here she wasn’t going to pay any attention to them. She made her way right to the restricted section. Cautiously she chose the texts that she needed and returned to the normal part of the library and set the books down to start her studying. When she looked up and spotted Kit there her smirk slipped from her lips. What replaced it was even worse. It was a scowl. Silently she stood up and made her way over to the werewolf that was sitting near the fireplace.

“Well look what we have here. How was your date with Mitch? Did he enjoy himself? Is that why you look much more chipper? You wanted a man all along?” Turning her head she brushed the few tears that had slipped out and walked back to her own table. She didn’t want to hear any excuses. Pulling up her quill she started to write the essay for transfiguration that she had been putting off.

[KIT ELOISE GREYBACK]

'Why Amortentia Never Works,' Kit had written at the time, underlined twice. Kit had a soft smile on her face as she continued to write, the quill effortlessly scratching over the parchment. Kit didn't nessicarily mind that it was from Mitch, although she wished that Talia had gotten it for her. She paused in her essay, realizing she had no other material but what she knew and what she had brewed herself. Kit needed textbooks. Getting up from her spot she wandered into the basic area of the library, pulling a few potions texts out as well as some history books, making sure Professor Desman knew she was open for wider horizons.

As she sat back down, a few footsteps approached her, and for a few seconds Kit didn't turn around, but the smell she got made her turn quickly, and when she turned, for half a heartbeat she wished she hadn't. There in all her beautiful, sexy glory was her girlfriend, the one who made her feel so alive when she wished she was dead. Natalia Rosier. The tone of her voice was heartbreaking, and as Talia turned and wiped her tears away, Kit was wounded, speechless. Damn her and her lovely sad tears. "Talia," Kit sighed, getting up to follow her.

The essay could wait.

"Natalia, no that's not it at all. I didn't plan for Mitchell to run into me, it was a complete accident. Besides, I had to be civil towards him - my dad still believes I'm into boys, remember?" Damage control, Kit. She reached over and gently touched her cheek, knowing there wasn't anyone else in here. "I love you, not that Gryffindor." Kit leaned in for a kiss, her lips gently brushing Talia's cheek.

[NATALIA VICTORIA ROSIER]

How could this girl do this to her? She was dating a male behind her back. Or it looked like she was it was what made this girl really jealous. That was why when she met up with Kit she was going to give her a piece of her mind. Were they going to be through? She hoped not, but if her parents wanted her in a straight relationship so bad then she could have it. It was why when she finally spotted the wolf in the library she just let loose and said it all. Nothing was going to stay on her chest now. She had been hurt once and it wasn’t one of those small you get over it hurts. It was a major and harsh hurting.

“Kit.” She continued to walk away. Did she really care if the other girl was following her? No, she was upset and she wanted to be left alone. The words that Kit was saying just went in one ear and out the other. She was going to just ignore this until she felt comfortable again. This hurt her more than Kit would ever know. She shook her head and turned her dark eyes back to focus on the other girl. “You could have told him to shove off. You don’t need to let your father rule your life. How would you feel if I went around getting nice and cozy with a boy? Not to mention letting him buy me presents.” Her hand motioned to the quill that she had been writing with.

She flinched at the way that Kit was touching her cheek. She didn’t want or need to be touched. As the other girl leaned in she turned her head away so her lips only got her cheek. No, she didn’t want a kiss and Kit was going to learn that. Natalia was hurting and it would be a long time before she would trust Kit again if she did forgive her. “So why did you let him get you the quill? You of all people should know me better!” Reaching into her bag she pulled out a long box. Opening it she pulled out one of the quills that Kit had told her she wanted so long ago. Growling she snapped it in half and tossed the pieces into the fire. “Happy Christmas, Kit. You just couldn’t wait.”

Picking up her books she tossed them into her bag. She made sure to start heading back into the restricted section. “Seeing as you like him so much, you can just get him to keep buying you everything you ever wanted seeing as you don’t need me anymore.” How was she keeping the tears in? it was going to be impossible for her to hold them much longer. If she didn’t get alone soon she would break down in front of Kit. Keep it together girl! That was all she needed to do.

[KIT ELOISE GREYBACK]

Kit wasn't stupid - she was a natural empathetic and she knew Talia was hurting. She knew that for the most part, it was her fault. Knowing that she had hurt the one person she never wanted to hurt ever, was hurt? Pain. Times a million. Worst than the worst full moon Kit had ever endured. When Natalia finally stopped, Kit halfheartedly expected her to say 'fine, forget it', but as her lovely girlfriend continued her outraged, one-sided conversation, Kit knew that this was more than just a bump in the road, this was a fracture in the carefully constructed house of cards they had built together.

To a point, Talia was right. Kit was legally old enough to do whatever she wanted; she didn't have to obey by her fathers rules any longer. But, on the flip side she had pack duties to follow, alpha, beta or delta training; she had a whole other life to remember about and Kit knew that to a certain degree, Natalia wouldn't understand. Kit was only trying to keep her father pleased long enough so when she dropped the bomb that she was lesbian, he would either be dead or too old to really care. Although, Kit was sure Natalia wouldn't want to hear that though, so Kit would keep it to herself.

"Natalia, stop this. You know my father is a crazed, ex-death eater. If he knew I was a lesbian, let alone secretly dating a girl for the last how many years? He would do worse than just kill you." Kit paused, inwardly disgusted with the pleading tone in her voice. She was taught never to beg, but here she was practically on her knee, pleading for forgiveness. "I dont care what he'd do to me, I'm sure I've endured worse. Talia, I'm only being civil towards Mitchell because I'm trying to keep you safe. I just want to keep you protected." Kit dropped the quill Mitch had given her carelessly and reached for her girlfriend, putting her hands on Talia's face, cradling her soft, gorgeous face.

Natalia spoke again, and Kit was left to drop her hands as she brought out a thin box from her bag, opening it to reveal the identical quill inside. Without a sound Kit watched as she snapped the gift in half and felt her whole inner being snap with it. Was she dumping her? Was Natalia leaving Kit? Hurt and inner pain sprouted to the surface as she watched the love of her life walk away. 'No Kit, don't let this go like you let so much slip through your fingers. Go after her.'

"Natalia Victoria Rosier, you stop and listen you me!" Kit's voice shocked herself, her hurt but strong voice making even herself jump at what she had sounded like. Not waiting for the girl to stop, Kit reached and took Natalia by the face and pressed their lips together in a demanding kiss, one that the werewolf saved for their special time together. Breaking the kiss, the Slytherin dropped her hands and took Talia's in her own, uncaring of the books that might have fallen to the ground. "I dont want Mitchell Wulfe, I don't want a stupid, fancy quill, I don't want the blood running through my veins if I can't have you,"

Kit drew a shaky breath, eyes shiny with unshed tears. "Natalia I love you, I don't love Mitch, I don't love that fucking quill... I wouldn't love anything if you leave," Kit gently kissed Natalia then, resting her forehead against her's.

[NATALIA VICTORIA ROSIER]

It would do Kit some good if she could feel everything that Natalia was feeling right now. She was so hurt and it just made her want to go and lock herself in a room and be alone. How could the girl that was supposed to love her so much do this to her? It annoyed her and she wanted to just figure out what all this meant. The foundation to their relationship was so fractured right now was more than fractured. It was cracked and probably would take a really long time for it to be repaired. That was if it could ever be repaired because of what Kit had done.

If Kit was going to be this way and follow what her father wanted than she was going to do it alone. Natalia wanted her girlfriend for everything that she was. Who cared what her father thought about her. If Kitty could only think about keeping her father happy; than this was going to mess up everything. She wanted her girlfriend and no one else. How could she not have told her father that she was lesbian already? She came out to her parents a while ago. Not only were they okay with it they could care less as long as she was happy. With how evil she was it wasn’t like it mattered. Hell, she could always mate with a male just to produce an heir.

When Kitty started to speak up she shrugged her shoulders and didn’t even care. It was all bullshit and she knew it. “You’re not the only one with ex-death eater parents Kit. You obviously don’t remember that my parents were in the dark lords’ inner circle. They didn’t care that I was lesbian as long as I was happy.” She growled and continued to pack her things up. Rolling her eyes she shook her head. “I don’t need you to protect me from him, Kit. I can handle your father fine just by myself. But going and playing with a male behind my back like that.”

As Kit’s hands held her face she looked away and finally broke free. No, she didn’t want the werewolf to be touching her right now. Was she dumping Kit right now? It was possible that she was. That quill was a symbol of everything that was going on with her. The way that Kit had broken her heart. “You broke my heart Kit. I can’t forgive you for that. You knew what happened with my ex and how he broke me down. You’re doing exactly the same thing.”

She made her way to the restricted section as Kit yelled out to her. She wanted her to listen to her? No! She wasn’t going to listen to anything Kit had to say. She might be speaking loud and commanding to her…but she wasn’t going to listen. When Kit came up and kissed her like when they were alone it took her back. Part of her wanted to kiss her back. No, she wasn’t going to kiss her back. Her books dropped to the floor as the shock of the kiss came to her. “Well you can’t have me Kit.” Nope, she wasn’t going to forgive the girl so easy.

Pulling away from her she looked at the girl. Kit loved her? She blinked and shook her head. “I guess you won’t love anything then huh?” Before she was able to turn around to leave she felt Kit’s lips against hers again. The feeling of her forehead against Kits made everything change. Letting out a growl she pushed Kitty against one of the bookshelves and let out a primal growl. Her lips kissing Kitty’s harder. “Don’t think this means I fully forgive you yet.” Smirking she nipped the other girls bottom lip and kissed her again.

[KIT ELOISE GREYBACK]

Kit was crushed, she had to be. There was no other word there to describe what she was feeling. The bottom of her stomach gave way and the werewolf was sure she was about to throw everything up, She watched her love walk away, and as she turned from her packing, the word that left her mouth almost made Kit angry. How could she say that? Kit wasn't fucking stupid, she knew she could never love Mitchell Wulfe, not in a million years. "Natalia I wasn't playing with a guy behind your back! I want nothing to do with the fuckface!" Cried Kit, sounding very much like a child who didn't get her way. The werewolf sighed and watched her, close to a sad scowl.

The librarian shushed Kit at her outburst, but the Slytherin ignored the old woman; she wasn't important, Natalia was. At Natalia's words about her ex, Kit felt her heart break even more - if that was even possible. What that all she was? A heart breaker? Would this end badly? Why wouldn't this just get better? Kit bit the inside of her lip before she spoke. "Talia I love you with everything in me, I would never hurt you intentionally, you know that." She whsipered, hoping her voice wouldn't crack with the emotions she felt bubbling to the surface. For the first time in a long time, Kit had felt all the emotions she had been fighting back rose steadily to the surface, making her feel weak.

All of her fathers training was for nothing, if Natalia continued to break her walls down so easily. Kit clenched her fists tightly as her girlfriend [ex?] spoke so coldly, telling her she couldn't have her. Was that it, then? A simple 'no' was going to be the end of the 'coldest Greyback'? No. Kit wouldn't let this happen; she couldn't let the best thing that's ever happened to her walk out of her life with nothing but a simple no. She was no longer a puppy, she knew what she was doing, she knew that if she wanted to have her, she would have to fight for her, and Kit would fucking fight her icy little heart out if Natalia wanted it.

Kit was ready to give in, ready to finally call the surrender and let it go; but then was all the fighting for? Kit knew she would never find a love like this ever again, and she would surrender herself to Mitchell Wulfe and - Natalia was kissing her. Pushing her against the bookshelves, kissing her with a feverish intent. “Don’t think this means I fully forgive you yet.” Kit's heart flew to her throat and a sudden wave of happiness threatened to bring her to a new level of ecstasy. "Oh, I wouldn't." Kit replied, wrapping her arms tightly around Natalia's waist and pressing her tightly against her own body, kissing her with everything she had.

"I love you, I fucking love you," Kit whispered again, laughing slightly.

[NATALIA VICTORIA ROSIER]

This was what she wanted to do to Kitty. Get her back and make her hurt as much as she had hurt her. Natalia was going to have her revenge one way or another. That was the one thing that Kit should remember about her. She was always good at getting her revenge. It wasn’t always a physical revenge too. What she enjoyed most was punishing people mentally and emotionally. It was how she worked and she thrived off of it. Like when she got in her opponents heads before a quidditch game. Everything she did was mental or psychological. That was what being a Rosier meant. You messed with people in more than one way.

A cold laugh left her lips as Kit tried to defend herself. “It looked like you were having a great fucking time with Mike behind my back. Did you two snog and make hot passionate love? I knew he was going to be a problem from the start. I hope you’re happy with what you did.” Betraying her was the last thing anyone had ever done. There was a time when she loved someone else so much. The very fact he betrayed her changed her so much. The way that she had destroyed him actually made him die from it all.

A small victory smile spread on her lips as the librarian shushed the other girl. Kit was turning out like her ex and she hated it. She scowled more as the girl continued to go on about not hurting her. Shaking her head she just started to get even angrier. “You did hurt me that’s the problem! You knew exactly how I felt about him and you still did this to me! Why should I ever forgive you after that?” This was it, she turned on her heel and continued to walk away. Nope, she was done here and didn’t want to talk with her anymore. Her heart could break just like hers was broken.

She was going to break Kit down and make her know how she felt. What she wanted was the girls’ heart to keep. That was when she finally was able to forgive her for everything. She wanted to, she wanted her girlfriend back but it was hard. What better way to show her there was still something there than to kiss her. It was a strong kiss. One that she was filling with all her anger and passion. It was stronger than she normally would do. Her blue eyes looked into Kitty’s as she spoke up. “Good, just so you know it’s going to take you a while. I need to know that I can forgive you. Oh, and if I ever see Wolfe around you again…if he even touches you. I’ll kill him.”

Yeah, that was a promise she would keep. Ask the last guy that tried to get into Kit’s pants. They had to take him to St. Mungos because he was still gone. She had done more than just place him in a coma. She lightly kissed Kitty in return and smiled. “I guess I still love you too.” Leaning in she pushed Kitty against a bookshelf hard enough it fell back. With a growl she jumped on Kitty knocking them back onto the book shelf while she straddled the girls lap kissing her harder.

[KIT ELOISE GREYBACK]

Kit should have known she was playing with fire when she had unknowingly hurt Natalia like that. But, how did she know what she was doing - or how much she was hurting Talia - when all she did was accept a quill from ... from a guy she didn't love, but who clearly loved her. This was getting difficult. She still had yet to tell any of her siblings that she was lesbian, and with Natalia overreacting and making things difficult, it was just not in Kit's power to actually surrender when she knew she was in the clear.

The Greyback obvioiusly wasn't going to comment that his name was 'Mitchel' and not 'Mike'.

The way that these two young, powerful ladies were created and built were totally different. Kit was born to rule and lead a powerful pack with an iron paw, so to speak. To cut out the weak and breed the strong, no holds barred. Natalia on the other hand was raised to play and torment her opponents mentally. She would become a great mindfucker, everyone knew that. But, as Kit held her tongue, her girlfriend continued her rapid fire, making Kit flinch in the process.

But... then they were kissing; a kiss that demanded all attention and had Kit's hands gripping Talia's arms for support. The werewolf shivered as the kiss was cold and angry, but the words were spoken and she was ...forgiven? "Talia, I'll do anything for you, anything." Kit replied huskily, breaking the kiss to speak. "If it means not seeing Mitch, not seeing anyone else for that matter, fine. I'll do it. Anything to make you happy," Kit kissed her again, and then they were falling.

Against and on top of a bookshelf, Kit hardly had time to register the pain that waved through her before Natalia was on top of her; kissing her with the same passion they had before. The Slytherin wrapped her arms around Natalia's waist and pressed her close. The librarian rushed over at the noise of the toppling shelf, and gasped when she saw the two girls there. But, she said nothing as she crept away again, leaving them to have their peace.

[NATALIA VICTORIA ROSIER]

Fire. It felt like Natalia could just spew it out of her hands right now and set this whole place on fire. She was so pissed right now. It was crazy that she had such control on her magic right now. Seeing as she was one of the few that actually didn’t need a wand to use magic. One could say she was practicing exceptional control over things right now. All she had to do was lose that control and boom! There would be bursts of magic going through this castle destroying things. Just the thought of that guy made her want to kill him. He was trying to take her woman away from her.

If she was anymore pissed off right now she would fuck with the wolfs mind. It was something she had been taught to do by her mother and it worked for her. She had done it before and the guy nearly died from heartbreak. It made her happy to know that she could do things to people like that. Would she have the heart to do something like that to Kit? Yes. She was a bitch enough she could. That was why she was sending a rapid fire of insults at Kit right now. Everything she had been feeling because of this guy was finally coming out.

That was when she started kissing Kit hard. It was hard, cold and rough. Gripping Kit around the waist she kept her pushed against the wall. The minute she heard that Kit would do anything for her she smirked. “Anything?” Now that was something you should never tell anyone. When she looked up into Kit’s eyes she smiled with the thought. “I don’t want you to see Mitch. He makes me pissed. Just make him leave you alone.” This was her woman.

The second their lips were connected again she could feel them falling against the bookshelf. Her lips working against Kits. This was how they were supposed to be. She grinned and held her close as they stayed on the bookcase. When the librarian approached she cast her hand out shooting a red jet of light at the woman. No need to have someone bothering them. She moved her hands to Kit’s hips then pulled her lips back. “Well, I guess that is all for today.” Licking her lips she hopped off of Kitty’s waist and laughed. Yes, she was going to be playing with Kitty right now.